Tuesday, June 15, 2010

~why~











why do i have to be like this!!!! (T.T)
arrgghhh.....!!
i start to hate myself when i'm like this...

is it normal that we will hate ourself when there is someone else love us...
seriously i hate to be like this...!!!






where is a strong girl gone?
where is a girl who never care bout other people?
where is a girl who doesn't care bout what people said and do to her, but she still strong??
where is a girl who easily laughing??


am i lost her?
where did she go?
why she gone?






i need myself back!!
do i have to be so easily swing mood girl??
do i have to be easily sulk girl without any reason??
do i have to??






urrrgghhh...!!! stop it!!
you just make "that person" suffer...
feel such a fool now....
huuu....





5 lovely people:

Iji said...

People change.. including me, you and 'that person'

Though sometimes kita tak sendiri faham why it goes like that, tapi it's natural.. part our life..

But

Selagi kita bleh control, kita control.. so kalau unnie boleh kawal should be okay..

and unnie, it's okay to be crybaby.. and sulk sometimes.. I do that alot^^

cik M said...

huu... yes..people change...i wish to change... but i don't want to change to be this way...hukkksss...
coz i just nyusahkan 'that person' (tu pun,if die ever care la kan..)
and i hurt myself more la kan...

unnie ni mcm out of control...swing tetibe..ke mmg unnie like this b4 ni pun?? huuu...

crybaby?? no!! tanak... u noe kan, how tinggi my ego..hahaha... (this one, i should change) unnie wase mcm manje, mengada, cengeng...tak suke!!! unnie jd benci diri (i should love myself!!!) feel like a fool... huuuaaaa.... ='(

unnie tak sepatutnye wase mcm tu...can't help myself!!!

cik M said...

***zat, ur bM... -_-"

Iji said...

oh what happen to my bm?? ALAMAK.. x paham eh?? sory sorry.. =.=

cik M said...

hehehe... kalo org yg baru kenal kamu, harus tak fhm.. tp, unnie mu ini, udah fhm lho... jd, usah bimbang...lalalala....

 
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