tHis pOst iS eMo (aWay iF u dOn't LiKe it)

it comes again late last nite..

i don't want it, but it keeps coming..

its come to my heart n make my eyes refuse to dry...

i just can't resist..

i just dunno how to forget...

frens, in case you read this, please, don't hate anyone..

don't feel like killing anybody..

it just my fault i guess..

my fault coz i failed to manage my emotion..

so, let me be..

u know how i'm right?

i just need all of you to be by my side..

be by my side, even with silent, it more than enough..

the strengths are there..

yeah! i seems stupid, maybe moron coz it seems like i became slave to all this things..

i never ask for it..

but, i just can't avoid it..

many things, many ways that i already done, but it just a waste..

maybe i just not try hard enough..

or maybe i just not prepare..

or i just can't..

or maybe i'm just too....

oh my! i start again!

i really have to move on..

please somebody! wake me up!

i just....

i don't know!

clueless...speechless...everything so hard and tough..

OH MY GOD, help me!

T_T

okay! i need to forget it! at least for today!

got last paper tomorow!

i really, really, really need to forget this and focus!

yes! i have to!

do pray for me!

see ya later!

bye!