~sad~

today, specifically this morning i come across with something..

something that again make me sad..

actually i don't need to feel anything..

that thing that i came across suppose not effect me at all...

but, how am i suppose to told my heart what i'm suppose to feel...

i wish i can control my heart...

frankly, i do cry..

i shed some little tears...

only little tiny tears..

doesn't because of i still miss or love...

maybe because i feel like a fool...

feel like i have been cheated all this while..

maybe its bad for me to accused..

but, that what happened.

i have to go on..

again, i have to told myself...

outloud with firm statement that i have to go on!

let everything go!

stop to be FOOL!!

fren, thanks to be with me..

cheer me up..

even not all of u know what actually happen..

but, all of you such a precious to...

i'm sorry coz too emo when i'm sad or stress...

thanks for not leaving me with the excuse that i'm emo..

thanks to all of you, especially who already know me for such a long time, and always be there for me...

I HAVE TO MOVE ON!!!

*this post is a bit 'hampeh!'

**love ya!