~saranghae~

~wo aini~

~aku cinta kamu~

~i love u~

what an intro is it..hehehe...

i just finish my practical training...

no more continuation...

i'm just so tired..

something happen that make me really mad...

i might not take my short semester due to now subject for me..

they don't want to open the class..

aaargghhh....

no money to pay to that lecturer..

that is the reason and i really can't accept it...

where the government put all money they have...

to do something waste...??

aaa....!! headache to think bout it...

and now, when i'm going to finish my course??

huuu...

**got to cook for my ex- officemate...this Tuesday.... hope, those spaghetti will be enough...

komawoo...

guess this back belongs to who??

lalalalalala......

there he is... can see who??

yes!!! that changminshii!!

hehehe... maknae changmin...

but where was he??

now the view is clearer...

and he was in uKnow MJ tribute...

changminshii, kumawoo for always be by my oppa's side...

kumawoo for always support him..

komawoo...saranghae...~

and not to forget to all Cassiopeia,

this is msg for all of u,

To Cassiopeia~♡
Thank you so much for coming on a cold day~
I was worried because the weather was so cold... but I think I was able to do my best because of your great support.
Thank you, I will continue to be a hardworking person, -U.Know-...

[ from. U-Know ]

yes!! its from him...

he wanna tell all of u that he care... n he love u...

here he is...the one who make my life miserable...

but i like!!

my meaning of love **as said by my lovely min hyo shii**

jagiya, saranghae!!!

**maybe this post a bit late but its not too late i guess...

finally

finally!!! what a release!!!

i feel so release!! so love!!!

why??

because,

1. i finish my report...(major things) i done it!! thanks GOD...

2. i finish my training... eventhough i have to continue working, but i don't have to write log book...no more report... no more weekly record.. super duper release!!!

and now, i'm going to have my lovely sweet time... fB, blog, twitter, plurk, i'm back!! hahahah...

**i feel great to have fB as i got many new frens that i can easily get along...

~closer to freedom~

my current desktop's wallpaper...

super duper cute!! just can't resist...

i hope the would be together soon!!!

huuu....

miss to see them together...

today,

no facebook,

no games,

no playing around..

just practical report...

finish ur report!!!

practical report!!!

~anger~

argghhhh!!!!argghhhh!!!!argghhhh!!!!argghhhh!!!!argghhhh!!!!argghhhh!!!!

sorry for start this post with so much anger...

yes!!! i'm angry..

add on with upset, frustration, dissapointment and also depression!!

i hate!!!! i hate!!!

i hate on what happen!!

arghh!!!! arghhh!!! arghhh!!! arghhh!!!arghhh!!!arghhh!!!arghhh!!!arghhh!!!

maybe all of u will ask what actually happen..

ok...hurrrmm....how i wanna start this...

huh!! breath in...breath out... **try to make myself calm**

ok...the things is, i'm going to finish my practical training...

that is the most exciting part...n most happiest thing in my life... (frens, u know y)

but, the tradition (just if i can call it as a tradition) of my office is, the one who will leave the office (trainee or staff)

have to make some kind of farewell party to other staff...

i can accept if the that tradition is apply to the staff that going to resign...

but for a trainee.... hello,excuse me, we don't even have salary ok..!!

and yet, they still expecting the appetizer, main course and complete with desert!!

urggghhh!!!

and also expecting breakfast and lunch...

arrrrgghhhh!!!!

ok, fine, maybe they did not demand that much, but still...

huhuhuhu....

i don't mind to make that farewell party or whatsoever...

but, please don't push me...(frens, u know how much i hate when people push me k)

i'll do it if i feel like i want to...

it doesn't mean i want to be rude or whatsoever...

but i just feel this isn't right...

i never heard the tradition or whatsoever like this...

i admit that i have plan to do some meal/food for them...

but not the luxurious or fancy one...

just simple one as i'm not that rich give out many things...

just to show my appreciation...

with full of sincererity...

but then, when this situation occur, all those sincererity fly away...

thrown just like a rubbish...

only anger, upset and insincererity left...

i'm just so upset...

plus, there is someone who make my upsetness and anger even worse...

excuse mr.Q, what is ur problem?

what did i do until u make such thing to me..

happy to make me total stranger?

happy to not talking to me?

happy to show so much ego and self proud to me??

happy? so, go on with urself!!!! i don't even care ok!!!

u just full of urself...

if u think what u are doin is so right, go on!!!

go on!!! just go ahead!!!!

p/s : >>>>>sorry if this post is sensitve to any party..

>>>>>sorry coz i filled this post with so much anger..

>>>>>frens, please tell me if what happen to is normal and all of also face it....

~miande~

i'm not sure what actually derive me to write this post.

i just feel like i want to especially when i change my fB status to "wanna say sorry to my future

hubby coz ur future wifey really can't resist herself bout all kpop thingy".

firstly, i really wanna say sorry to my future hubby (who ever u will be) coz i really can't resist with all this kpop n jpop thingy..

i just can't control it...

just like u love football (just if u love it)

i really mean it...i'm really sorry...but, don't worry, coz my love towards u will be the most special!!

next, i really wanna say sorry to all my frens n who ever that feel really annoy with my obsession towards the kpop thingy...

maybe, some of u feel kinda hatred bout my obsession...but then, what should i do... really sorry..mianhamnida!!

i really can't control it... as my dear zaT said, "u won't understand until u feel it" and, u cannot push urself to feel it...it just appear and come on its own...maybe sometime, i'm a bit overboard coz i can even cry because of this kpop thingy...but, believe me, seriously, i really can't control myself... huhuhu... help me!!

lastly, i wanna say sorry to myself coz u have to suffered this kpop obsession dissorder...

i hope this will be temporary until i can control it... i'm sorry for sudden excitement, sudden tears, sudden laugh, sudden dance and also sudden smile... as i said, i just can't control it... huuhu....

so, this is the end of this post....

truthfully, i feel like posting this post coz i feel like some people kinda annoy with all this kpop thingy and especially towards my korean obsession dissorder... again, i wanna say sorry... mianhamnida!!

~Love me,i will love u back...respect me,i'll respect u back...accept me the way i'm,i'll accept u the way u are...understand me,i'll try my best to understand u back...but, if u didn't...i still will...~

**saranghae**

**love u**

~nighty nite sweety~

night has come...

sun has gone....

time to rest...

time to sleep....

have a nice rest....

have a nice sleep...

jaljayo....

annyeong hi gaseyo!!!!

saranghaeyo!!!

previous post is about my headache...

n i completely recover from that headache because of...

seriously, after i watch this for a few times with excitement, my headache go away... hahahaha...

maybe because of the adrenalin or what so ever goes all over my body n my headache go away...

hahahahaha....

believe it or not, up to you...

but i'm not really hold to it...

it just coincidence....hehehehe...

neway, enjoy this song...

i love this song because of few secret things...hahahaha....

p/s: lately i can't resist with few name e.g :

choi minho

Lee ji hoon

seulong 2AM... (i guess this one temporary)

kim bum

hahahaha.... oppa, again, miande...

don't worry...hahahaha....saranghae....

-------->>>> chingu, saranghae!!! miss u all!!!!!

~mian oppa~

arghhh!!! headache!!! i'm not sure why....

tension i guess... or hypertension... hahahaha....

i need sleep.... (excuse to not to do works...hahaha...)

and i got one big problem....

why this face keep appear in front of me??

is it because of LETS GO DREAM TEAM yesterday??

to my beloved,

oppa, mianhamnida....

saranghae oppa!!!!

so, frens, this is da answer for quiz that i put in fB...

hehehehe....

and da winner is my current fiancée in fB, izzie!!!

congraz dear!!!

prize would be mcFlurry and and set from mcD...

hahahahaha...

**i just doing this for fun....but....is it??? or i miss him badly!!!

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tHeM +HiM

bADLy and dEpPLy!!!!!

i really miss them + him...

i don't lie...seriusly...

i miss them madly and badly..

just can't stand to this feeling anymore..!!!

is this what people call friendship??

is this what people said love and obsession??

~confession~

text conversation >>>>>

Min Mi shii : unnie think unnie want to make a confession...

Min Hyo shii: what kind of confession unnie?

so, here is the confession...

actually it is about HOW i CAN FALL TO KOREAN THINGY..

many people ask me bout it, especially my friends/chingu who really know that i'm quite anti to fan girl...i mean, i think they are crazy... that was before..

but, when i become one of them (fan girl) **if i can be classified as one of them...hahahaha....** then, i understand how it feel...and u just cannot describe it.. its beautiful, its great, its fun, sometimes it can hurt...

how its start....errrmmm.... i'm not quite sure...

because before this(before i become crazy bout korean thingy), i do enjoy Korean's movie,some of Korean's songs and music video..

but now, its like food for me..i need it everyday...hahaha... Korean language just like music to me...hahaha...crazy rite??

i think i start to became crazy bout all these korean thingy before my semester break and before my practical training.

i guess it is because i watch a lots of DBSK's game show and also SUJU's game show such as intimate notes, EHB, Come to play and many more..

i start to know each of them and i think they are adorable...hahahaha.. and i happen to fall for them...actually i fall for DBSK at first.. especially to beloved leader...then, when i got to know SUJU, i think they are

not really bad...hahaha... and now, i fall for them too!!omona!! but i didn't betray DBSK..hahahaha....

i think i fall for mr.Leader of DBSK badly...huahuahua....

just like i fall for nick carter when i was young... i think it so funny...but, who cares??

but then, my fren said "he don't even know u, why u so obsess?" she said that because i make some kind of chain with mr.Leader name for my phone...but, i said, who cares?? who knows one day, he will know me very well!! haha....

actually,after few weeks i get to know DBSK (if i'm not mistaken), i find that, there are two music video of them which are HUG and BELIEVE that i save in my laptop for ages...

and i realize, that, for ages i try to find out who they are because i really like them(in that both music video)...

i guess it is about two years i try to find out bout them because at that time i don't know that they are DBSK..(i'm not sure why i don't know..hahaha...)

and i happen to remember that my fren use to offer me to see DBSK once in 2006 (if i'm not mistaken) and i refuse...!!!huuuu....(but no wonder i refuse because at that time, i don't know them)..huhuhuhu...

and now, here i'm...one of the people who really crazy bout kpop & jpop...

and i know, min hyo shii is the one who really happy and excited to hear bout it.. and now, i can feel what she feel all this time..

and i think, my craziness worst than her... huu... but its ok coz i love it...hahaha...

whatever it is, i wanna say thanks a lots! arigato gozaimashta! Gamsahamnida!! to all my frens and one of my beloved cousin who try their best to understand me, to not discourage me, and to accept me as the way i'm... sorry for being a good annoyer to all of u..hahaha...

saraghae!!! (.^_^.)

p/s : i think this post is really messy!!!

Hye to all! Annyeong haseyo!!

This is officially my 1st post and today, i'm officially launch this blog (.^_^.) -->smile with leetuek's dimple.

i just wanna say, kamsahamnida to all my frens who encourage me to start this blog (eventhough this is not my 1st blog).

also, credit to my cutie tongsaeng, park min hyo shii, the one who helps me a lots in order to make this blog looks nice (just if you think this blog is nice..hahahaha....)

so, here is it!! my blog!! my BLOSSOMED LOVE!!

Love it or leave it..hahahaha....

p/s : to all my lovely chingu who always be by my side, saranghaeyo!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥