~fOr yOu~

hurrrmmm.....

i always ask myself that question before...

again and again...

sure the answer is ur FAMILY, SIBLINGS, PARENTS, FRIENDS, BEST EVER FRIENDS....

but, this time it is quite different...

really different...

when i ask this question to myself, the answer is still the same, but add up with another one name...

APRIL 2010...

here where everything start...

with no any other attention, just to be friend...

MAY 2010...

something that make me flattered, scared, worried, happy happened...

is it the right time??

i think it is...coz my mum say so...

but, i just so shock..

everything is so sudden..

i feel just like a dream...

YOU, i know you try your best...

eventhough sometime i keep asking is it true or not...

its not because i don't believe in you...

but i just so scare...

scare to give hope...

and to hope..

i just don't want to face anything terrible anymore...

thanks to make me the special one..

but, i'm sorry..

i'm sorry coz i cannot give you everything..

i can't give the whole heart and love yet...

coz i'm too afraid...

i'm really afraid and scare...

forgive me...

not until everything clear and confirmed..

thanks to accept me...

thanks to make me a part of your life...

thanks for everything...

just be patient...